As I pondered the fact that it is annoying to have more questions
than answers Jay commented to me that sometimes it feels as though your
life is like a game of sudoku.
I enjoy playing
sudoku & I even more enjoy beating Jon while playing (we used to
have timed games & see who could complete it the fastest!) even
though it is a game of logic & generally I sux at anything logical.
(Secretly I think I'm quite a logical person but that it just takes me
some out loud crazy thoughts to get to the right logical conclusion!)
Sudoku
by logical deduction & reasoning allows you to place numbers in
little boxes. Similarly it feels as though our life is often like that.
Some numbers (or decisions) are obvious by way of elimination yet others
require previous numbers to fall into place first before you are able
to see where they go. Others require a whole lot more thought process
and often by a huge amount of deduction, reasoning and differing
perspective are you then able to place a key number which helps the
rest all fall into place. Sometimes too you are fairly certain that you
have a choice of just 2 options for one box but again you are waiting on
other situations to help clear up which of those two is right.
As
we have taken 6 weeks to go back to Ukraine & assess our life there
it seems we have come back with some numbers sorted out but with a lot
more question marks or possibilities in other squares. It seems as
though now it is a waiting game & seeing how God guides & moves
other boxes around as to the certainty of the next number which in turn
will bring other things clearer & more sure.
Sudoku
is not subjective -- there is only one right answer for each box.
Sometimes you wish life would be like that -- an absolute for each
decision -- but who really wants to be a square person with numbers all
in the right sequence?
Well you wouldnt need to worry about anything if that was the case. Of course that would mean we wouldnt need to rely on God either. Thank goodness life is full of curveballs sis.
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